Thank God for three decades of existence. Still too young. :)
Thursday, November 1, 2012
If I was reaping what I've sown, I must've been a Stalin or a Hitler in my past life. Otherwise, there would've been lesser [negative] karmic impact. But then again, I would've been reincarnated as a scum or a worm, but I'm not. So, it might be safe to say that I wasn't as evil as those two. There must be another reason, a reason that my brain couldn't decipher. This is heavy shit and I really need all the support I can get.
Tuesday, October 30, 2012
Gracious and holy Father,
Give me wisdom to percieve You;
Intelligence to fathom You;
Patience to wait for You;
Eyes to behold you;
A heart to meditate upon you;
And a life to proclaim you,
Through the power of the Spirit
Of Jesus Christ,
Sunday, October 28, 2012
I know I asked for signs several times but I ignored them. But really, is it that too much to ask? Can't I have it? Don't I deserve it? There are a lot of bad people out there. Why not make them suffer instead?
I know I will regret asking these questions because I know you love me and you always had my back. However, it's just that it's already too painful and too heavy.
I'm sorry dear God. I didn't mean to sound really unhappy but I just am. I am not ungrateful because you have given me so much. But please, can you gibe this to me?
Tuesday, October 23, 2012
When love beckons, yield to it, though its ways are hard and steep.
~The Prophet, Khalil Gibran
We've been through incredible hardships and will encounter some more, but I still look forward to waking up next to you every God-given day. We may have bad days but we will get through all of it, as we always have. You are the love of my life. Always was and forever will be. I thank God that I get to spend everyday with you.
Bonne anniversaire mon cherie amour.